I have had the darkest moments of my life and almost couldn't make it out. In 2020, due to certain reasons, I was laid off by my employer. At that time, I was already 25 years old and trying hard to find a new job, but I repeatedly encountered obstacles. I also encountered the mask era, which made things even worse. I stayed at home every day and could only stay at home, unable to go anywhere. In 22 years, my TP wallet was signed by the official and lost 200000 dollars one night. Many USDTs were still owned by my customers. I cried for half an hour and drank a bottle of Baijiu, and my hair became much gray one night. 23 years of day and night airdrops of the Heavenly Death level Strk boutique account, costing $20000, were stillborn without a single attempt. That idiot made me so angry that I wanted to go abroad to assassinate the project team! In 24 years, Xie Jiayin used $5000 to roll over positions in Ripple, Ethereum, and BGB on Bitget, reaching $600000. BGB then halved and then halved again, and the position remained the same. Cheng Ye BG lost BG, and then a little bit of scum was laid out by Zhao He and his wife in a 1011, finally returning to pre liberation overnight. At the end of the 25th, the AI quantitative trading of gold officially began, and there has been a slight recovery. Currently, life is barely worry free. I want to help my fans come to Huizhou to start a business and live together because they have been exposed to the rain. In recent years, I feel like I'm going to collapse. Suddenly, one day, I seem to have figured it out. What if I collapse? What if I can't find a job? How about returning to zero overnight? It's just a decline in the quality of life, and I don't need external recognition. I just need to live my own life well. After thinking this way, I intentionally started to do whatever I wanted and avoid socializing with the outside world. My life (social value) stays on my side at 30. Before, I lived to prove myself to others, but now I am still alive, for myself and only for myself. So sometimes, even with a slight decrease in moral sense, life can still be lived brilliantly.